Lust. I am filled with it. Such a weakness I have. A weak spot. Yes, so early on in my online journal career and I have already revealed this embarrasing fact about myself.

My weakness? Keanu Reeves, actor. And a bad one at that. Also, in my eyes, the most beautiful male specimen that touches the same ground I do. God, I'm even writing like a bad poet. I can't help it. I'm goo. One big puddle of desire. I'll have to post a picture of him to satisfy myself a little.

I arose early and went to my optometrist appointment. I'm becoming progressively blinder; no surprise there. I also have dry patches on my cornea. A weird thing to think about. Kinda cool in a way. Nothing a little water and eyedrops can't help. On the bus home I was afraid to blink.

I then went to Value Village. I spent, like, an hour and a half there. I really had the urge to buy lots of stuff. I tried on soooo many clothes. But nothing fit right. I ended up buying a really awesome blue mohair-and-polyester sweater. Absolutely perfect fit. I love clothes that fit right. they're so hard to find. I also bought a Royal Astronomical Society of Canada, Vancouver Centre t-shirt. Also blue. Lately all the cool clothes that I've been finding are blue. I'd prefer green. But blue is ok.

Then I headed home, where I ate a sandwich and watched Maury Povich. Still no work. Still shitty weather. I was so relieved when people started getting home from work. The house felt so empty. It's not like I've never been home alone. It was weird. After dinner I headed over to Larissa's. We decided to go see The Matrix. Larissa didn't like it that much. It was my second time watching it and I still loved it. Of course, it was ridiculously cheesy. Made for twelve-year-old computer geeks. But dammit, Keanu Reeves actually learned how to act. And the martial arts are great. And the suspense, and bunches of little things. And the Agents; the way they talked. And the premise was great. Complete campy science fiction. It's a fun movie.

And here I am. Filled with raging desire. I'm going to have kickass dreams. here's a keanu: